love.

there are many types of love.

true love.

eternal love.

puppy love.

fucking love.

sex love.

one day love.

week love.

month love.

year love.

seasonal love.

but in all honesty, i just want to be loved.

i dont love easily so when i do fall in love ill know when it happens.

it wont be forced, and it wont be easy.

but ive waited too damn long for the right one.

i knew Emily was the right one, but i got too careless and i tripped up and messed it up.

people see me and say “this kid dont look like the sweet type”

but they dont know me. 

when i like someone i really like them.

people just dont understand it though.

ive been through too much to not be notice by someone that i deserve.

so all i ask is that i be noticed for once by someone that deserves me and that i deserve.

and if not ima just go back to fucking bitches again.

i like when my bitches wear no clothes.